nope, not getting better.
definitely not.
i'm afraid of my future. I'm afraid there won't be a place for me in the world of tomorrow.
I'm afraid i won't be able to compete with others. I'm afraid out there is not a single task i can do.
I'm afraid i was a burden for my friends and parents for too long.
Even tough i have no responsibilities and i'm living life like a child i feel dim, empty, frightened, overwhelmed, and obsolet.
there is no thing i am good at. or at least no thing which would help me in life.
I can't drive a car.
I can't be social.
I can't talk to strangers.
I can't help others.
I can't take responsibility.
I can't care for